Wednesday, March 19, 2008

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sorry bout that!

Azithromycin

Joe wanted a blog, so I will blog. However I just got back from the doctors, and don't even get me started on how I think 98% of them just lie to me because they all tell me different things always, and all give me different drugs and I really don't think any of them know what they're doing. Well normally if I get bronchitis or a viral thing they tell me just to take mucinex d, maybe tylonal or something, but there's nothing that they can do. Well today they've decided that I have the flu. And seriously - this case of the flu really feels the same as any other viral infection I've had. However now there is medicine to give me to make me think I'm feeling better and that they've done something. Not to mention the fact that as per usual, they forced me into taking a pregnacy test (negative) and chest x-rays (which I still don't have the results to, but I'm guessing they'll be negative). So how much money do you think I had to pump into the crazy medical system today? I don't even wanna know.





On a lighter note. Jayme (a friend of mike through Mike) is in Jamaica right now. And we have other friends leaving tomorrow, and she gets married on Saturday. So that is delightful for them, and I wish them the best of luck. It makes me look back on the wonderful things that were our trip. I can't believe that's already 6 months ago, and that last year on good friday Mike proposed to me, and all the different things that have changed this last year. So in the spirit of Joe's lists I've tried to think of a good one. And I think I'm going to try and list some goals for myself.





1) to get out of debt.. some say its impossible. however mike chianese just did it. and my parents are always debt free - so obviously it is possible!


2) to loose weight... the never ending, always haunting goal... however not to be skinny, but to be healthy! maybe even do that crazy marathon that shawn wants to do some day.


3) to build up complete productions so much, that i can have that as my main job.


4) to travel more. now i cant do this right now because 1 & 3 need to be a little more fullfilled, but eventually I'd love to be able to travel a lot. and see more of the world and just take the time to discover as well as relax.


5) love myself. yeah it's nerdy, but its something that needs to be done always.





So thats what I've got. Lately I've really noticed how much I appreciate Mike. Like I can't explain why really, beside the obvious reasons, and he hasn't gone above and beyond in any way lately - but he really is just simply amazing. I admire him so much, and yet he really knows just what to say lately to make me love him even more. I think the best trait that you can find in a spouse, is someone that will make you find the best in yourself. Someone that you can be with and think that you can conquer the world. And I don't know what in him makes me feel like that, but he does. So yeah, I'm just being annoyingly cheesy so I'll stop now. And really after all this Alana stuff, and everything else going on, people seem to think I've gotten all godly, but I guarentee that that is not the case. However I think that I am taking things in a new perspective... trying to better myself or something. Life is like a box of chocolates...



Alana and her Mommy 2/25/08.